Tuesday, February 22, 2005
its a tues evenin.. can't wait for fri!
alot of stuff's goin on nw i guess.. bt i cant say exactly wat's going on. i dunno. to some extent, its depressin..
wat do u do wen ur heart is w one bt u know another is better?
was reading devan's friendster thingy. its lame. u can't be in love with a new person everyday. its just absurd.
imi is really sweet. yea. but wat do i do? abt pueue? both my besties find the former better. i guess to some extent, it might be true. but why is it so weird then. m beginnin to feel kinda happy for harj thou she's in a really non conventional rtnship. i guess, yeah, u can't have the best of both worlds.
i gotta make a decision abt stuff. i gotta make it soon. and i intend o stick by it. i havent bn a very serious person and while thats the way i m, i gotta start gettin serious somewhere. thats prolly y i get ovr stuff real fast - cuz i don get too emotionally attached.
ancarrr n parry thing are doing quite gd, m happy for them. really. its gd to see ancarrr the way she is. much less enthu. *winks* i like.
i gotta start studyin too. hmph. tamil lect tomorro. gosh. mdm vani saw me and pueue today. i thinnk shes beginning to think i'm weird. ohwell. ha ha.
plus, i seem to be enjoying kavee n hijanah's company more and more. kinda miss the GBC to. haiz. ragz smsed too. old memories. if only. i hope may recovers real fast too. must hv bn listenin to really loud music n thinkin of aaron's lookalike and didnt see e van coming. i love may.
on a more positive note, i'm still very upbeat abt things. =p and mel kinda asked me out. +m choosing to look at it that way+ we'll just hv to see how things play out. plus, me n harj r doin pretty gd, that sure is a cause for joy.
and again, i love all of u =)
once loved.
10:52 PM
