Monday, March 07, 2005
better or worse?i'm jus kinda sizin up things going on in my life right now and thinking abt stuff then (2 odd yrs ago) and now. rmmbr collectin my results slip last yr. felt pure elation and for that moment - when i added my pts over and over to make sure i really cld get into a jc, the feeling was incredible, all the very hard work became worthwhile. i guess i used to work extremely hard before bt i think, i've become rather complacent now. i gotta study. decided to drop tamil. will miss the lessons though.
harj n i.. well i guess we've been trudging a slippery slope. still keepin the faith i guess. i draw a considerable amt of strength frm knowing she's there. bt i guess the thing that's keepin us "restrained" is weird.. maybe,i'm nt very accomodatin.. bt its still hard for me.. sometimes.. bt i love harjinder.. =)
friendships.. i've made my best frens in sr..bern.. laine..jesh..councillors..
sw zal today.. jus wanna act like he dozen know me n then wanna sms.. still makes me laugh.. his weird antics.. brings me back to bts..
there's this kinda buggin qn.. how'd sang do?? i hope he did well.. kinda suddenly thought abt him today.. our petty quarrels.. our make ups..my purple ring..my yellow care bear..n i still feel that despite the lame fights, we had sth going.. i hope he finds his one and only.. =)
pueue was sittin behind me in lect today.. somehow, i feel i owe em an explanation.. bt i dn wanna explain..i dn think we can speak at the same frequency anymore.. =(
HIM. 2nd fight today. kinda depressin. dn wanna fight.he's cute.
i got to study.
once loved.
9:37 PM
