Monday, March 14, 2005
council ended pretty late on fri bt it was kinda fun.. harj n i saw imi on e way back.. does that guy make it a pt to dress up or what?? *winks*
anyways..
i missed council camp cuz i had a bad case of the flu.. fever n all..
felt really bad abt not being there.. i mean.. naj had to deal with aura all alone.. logistics had one less person.. and kavee had no dance partner.. besides, i really wanted to be there.. i think they've bn pretty understandin and stuff.. i love the 17th..
harj's bn pretty sweet.. smsin and all.. imi too.. =)
haven bn able to use e phone either cuz i sound REALLY weird..
haven seen em for quite a while too..so yeah.. kinda miss em.. actually, miss em quite a bit.. =)*same old, same old*
so i was pretty bored and took a look at the yearbook and vadamalar caught my eye. i guess, she wanted to fit in too.. jus that she was a lil too reserved and looked different.. i still can rmmbr her all alone btw lessons and during breaks.. which makes me wonder.. even as jc students,as young adults, do we judge ppl.. and exclude them presumably cuz they don't fit in? are we indifferent abt wat happens to them cuz they're nt one of us - not part of the "group"?? though harj n i tried to talk to her.. i fighured she was prety intimidated by us..but still..i feel that maybe i could've done more.. could've bn a fren..
i guess that ppl r pretty superficial.. myself included.. n i dn understand it.. why do we hv to alter the way we are arnd some ppl?? y do we have to put on so many masks simultaneously?
anyway.. i gotta start hittin the books.
s m i l e s
once loved.
1:45 PM
