so when u hit a month, the first month, although it wasn't a romeo - juliet thing, you''d expct the other to be as.. well.. happy as you are right? and perhaps you would expect a sweet sms or perhaps a call.(jus to hear sweet nothings)i emphasize, just ONE sms.. or maybe, the other person is real tired or maybe, the other person forgets (that's ok right? i mean yeah, we have lotsa things on our minds anyway)so he cant take the initiative to sms. that' alright. so you make it a point to sms. there's no reply. so u call and talk for like 15 secs and to u, maybe that's already sth. and u sms again but the other doesnt reply. what does that mean? the other person is REALLY busy or just doesn't give a hoot. somehow, i feel, more often than not, its the latter. and then are u supposed to be annoyed, disappointed or just a little of both? yeah, sure, games and blah blah blah are really important, an integral part of life but is it really that tough to squeeze in like what, 10 seconds just to send an sms? apparently so. and that sad part is that, others, can find the time. everyone but the other. and then, what happens when youre suposed to meet and miraculously, every single time, something suddenly crops up? so maybe its just coincidence, bad luck. but what does it mean when the other peron is nonchalent rather than apologetic about it? i don't know. maybe then we should resort to a heart-to-heart conversation but what if that too is one sided? oh well.
once loved.
10:32 PM
Prem. i'm loved! my happy pill. i need! (: