Thursday, April 07, 2005
.hmph.
the grp's bn having an increasing amt of trouble w bianca. she can really sweet at times. and sometimes i recall the whole mel incident. or the time at chingay when she made sure i got my food cuz i was veg.but sometimes the way she is dampens everything. and i get really piseed whenever she jus leaves us. i guess its cus, as we all know, perhaps she dozen feel too welcome. and in some ways i don blame her. i want to be nice to her but its just so trying. plus i know what its like to be excluded. i bet almost everyone does.
i had this argument like thing with PJ. harjs just the sweetest. true, she can really suck my blood and all. and really, at times i jus wanna kill her. ok ok. most of e time esp wen she gets all mush. ugh. ha ha. but i realized that whenever i need someone, i turn to her. and although she always dozen know what to say, i know she cares. =) i guess thats wat besties are. anyways, i spoke to him and we're ok now. he really is sweet. (ps harj, must find u a PJ ok??) ha ha.
once loved.
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