Wednesday, June 01, 2005
well, all i did today was walk walk walk walk walk. heh.
did nt go to sch. yay!!
exactly two yrs ago, i hoped for sang. how things hv changed.
pueue was on my mind. ohmygod. i mean, he's gone back to the whole "i'm gonna scowl at u" routine. whats depressin is tt neither of us even acknowledge the other's existence. *yeah. whateverness*
well,
harjz n i seem to be getting on good - kinda like the old times and thats really great. something i've hoped for for a really long time. but, the thing is that
elaine n i seem to be on two different poles now. i mean things are so different, they seem almost fake. and i really miss the closeness n stuff. i guess the whole drift began w the bianca issue.
oh, n speaking about bianca, i think she really has become part of the group ;)
apparently almost everyone got into council. sheesh. ha ha.
investiture rehesals r prolly gonna get more intense and i guess that'd translate to a more stressed out mark. =)
i miss BTS, charmaine, keshes n the gang.
and i really hope the
MA DE agency will close down. ha ha.. it feels good notsobad being nice to everyone but it was great the way we were but things are changing...so fast..
elaine's in love that means she has so much less time to give me all the
TLC i so desperately need =(harjz... she's just harj.. yeah, swishy swashy.. love the gal.
and i'm still oh so unwanted. he he.
once loved.
12:25 AM