Tuesday, September 20, 2005
the a's are approaching.. really fast.. its almost like there's no time to sit back, take a breath, marvel over what u've done so far, and then, with renewed energy, prepare for the last lap, the last leg of the race - the most excruciating part.
i wish i could just.. i dunno.. focus on other things ryt now but if i do tt.. well, i can't do tt. *sheesh*
i dn think tt education here is abt "widening ur horizons", its simply about making urself more marketable in the future. most of us done study to "acquire knowledge" we just do it cause we have to, cause of the competition in singapore.
i some kids rushing to school every mornin, like there's nothing more to being a kid than going to school and getting the a's. i know of pre schoolers who go for tuition so they'd hv a headstart. and, i think its freaky. tt kids aren't allowed to be kids.
well, i guess i shd hit the books. again. i know i can, i know we all can if we put our minds to it and i know that the reward will be great. why then is it so hard for me to get down to it and not feel like i'm missing out on something else?
perhaps i'm just lazy but i feel that i'm missing out on sth that is more impt to me but i dn even know what tt is. perhaps i just want to "live" - to take in every moment, to have fun. but i guess there'll be plenty of time for tt after the a's.
i've got to sit down and start preparing harder.
easier said than done.or is it?
once loved.
11:27 AM
