Monday, September 19, 2005
so, finally, i've got my modem replaced and i'm kinda happy to be back online =)
"As I grow older, friendships are becoming more like investments or business transactions, rather than relationships we hold close to our hearts. We make use of each other. It’s the reality of life. Face it, you need certain individuals to get you along in life, so you treat them as your “friends” just in case you need their assistance in future. We’re all sucked into a vicious cycle. It’s superficial and it saddens me, but sometimes being hypocritical is essential for survival in this twisted little world we’re living in." tts why i'm so thankful cus i think i've found the awesomest friends in keshes, harj, bern, elaine, may, kavee, alfred, mark, and the other councillors.
and i just realized tt i believe in Fate. I thank Fate for introducing those special people into my life, just the way I blame Fate when the littlest things go wrong with my pathetic little life.kinda weird huh?
Just like things happen for a reason, we meet people in our lives for a purpose as well.
anyways, i've bn thanking fate lately. firstly cus the prelims hv been rather do-able. ( the results will be a whole different matter =P ) secondly cus finally, ereJ.
and i also think tt the whole concept of love is kinda ironic.
u know the whole give everything but don expect anything in return thing?
its happiness and its pain. its the best and the worst. but still, i kinda believe in it. *huggles*
once loved.
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