Sunday, February 05, 2006
Sometimes I sit and I wonder where I'm at and where I'm headed. The scary thing is that I don't really know. And I have absolutely no idea why I question things so much. I don't seem to be able to take things at face value anymore.
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I've wanted this for the longest time ever and now that I actually do have it, I seem bent on messing things up. No, its not intentional. I guess that somewhere, deep down inside, I feel that I'm not good enough, that I'm just second best - the substitute. And I dont know why I feel that way. But, I'm guessing that its a feeling I'll eventually outgrow.
once loved.
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