Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i've finally managed to find a hassle blog skin n do up my very own taggie. (yes, i happen to be veh proud of myself ryt now. aft all, its nt everyday tt i'm so IT savy.*rolls eyes)
i was sitting in front of the comp, digging into the deep dark corners of my mind, trying to find something interesting or at least not-so-boring to blog about - given my wild immagination and lessthanexciting life, i think it'd be so much easier for me to make up an entry rather than to actually narrate the happenings of my life.
my life has been pretty dull but it has given me time to think and reflect, to put things into perspective. im nt sure why im often compelled to look back on my past, like an old photo album, to even make myself feel miserable sometimes by thinking about what is and what could have been.
i miss being in SR, being with the councillors, being with the gang. its funny how the'gang' started out with jus harj n me, n how, the others come and go but we stay. us two. to some extent, its reassuaring to hv someone i've known for so long by my side, watching my back. but, i cant help but wonder if things will always remain tt way.
the one thing i miss more than SR is BTS - khaophone, joanne, faizal, nep and my all time fav kesh! memories.memories. time really does fly.
the last time i got to see him was thursday. and i miss him so. but i'll only get to see him on saturday.
hopefully. i cant wait.
dum dee dee dum.
once loved.
2:50 AM
