Sunday, September 03, 2006
i have not updated for quite a while. and while i can't say nth has happened, i cant say tt nothing has either. hee.
may n i hung out for the first time ever. and it was nice to jus sit, pig out and talk - sth i used to do a lot with elaine. may has come to be a really special friend. ilike. (:
harj i guess is not having it very easy but i have faith tt she'll get thru it. its funny tt i truly do feel for her but hold no animosity for the other. i guess i truly believe tt all this was not supposed to happen, not this way at least. i rmmbr looking at the two of them and to some extent envying what they had, hoping tt i'd hv someting jus as special someday.
i guess love isnt supposed to hurt, it isnt supposed to suck, if it does than its not wat we need. i hope harj draws strength from the fact tt there are quite a few ppl out there who care for her immensely.
well, i'm happy to report tt the man and i are doing good - i've never felt happier and safer with anyone else. i'm on top of the world and i wish i cld get ayn n harj up there with me too. its weird how i feel for harj n yet sympathize with ayn.
anyways, met the man yest and had tonnes of fun (:
well, i believe, now, tt its jus me n u.
for always, i hope.
<3
once loved.
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